I hate rokok!!!!!
pasti pada bingung deh, napa gw tiba2 nulis ga jelas gini...
well... dari semalem mpe pagi ini, gw annoyed bgt ama bau rokok...
gw ini perokok pasif.... so, obviously, gw ga tahan ama bau rokok....
tp sialnya, environment gw tuh ga mendukung kesehatan gw....
org2 disktr gw tuh ngerokok....
apalagi ditambah ama udara yg mulai dingin skrg....
wajar lah org2 ngerokok...
akibatnya... mata gw berair, hidung gw mulai mampet....
en akhirnya napas gw mulai sesak....
kadang gw sebel bgt ama org yg nemuin rokok...
apalagi yg ngedapetin untung dari jualan rokok...
apalagi yg ngerokok!!!
udara melbourne yg seger gini, tiba2 terpolusi dengan gas yg ga jelas baunya..
en yg pasti banyak racunnya....
en parahnya, org2 tuh dah tw bahayanya ngerokok, tp masi aja ngerokok....
pernah ga sih mikirin org laen???!!!
lebih gondoknya lagi tuh....
perokok pasif itu justru yg bakal kena lebih banyak dampak buruk dari asep rokok
daripada si perokoknya sendiri...
rugi bgt ga sih???!!!
dah ga ngerokok,
ngerasa keganggu ma baunya,
trus kena penyakitnya paling banyak pula!!!!
salah apa sih gw???!!!
pls, buat yg ngerokok,
berhentilah sebelom lu ga bisa ngerokok lagi...
lagian apa sih untungnya?
dah duit abis, trus ntar penyakitan lagi!!!
trusnya, disebelin ama gw...
ga enak kan??!!! hehehe :p
(walau gw ketawa2, gw serius neh!!!)
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Friday, May 26, 2006
rich or poor
I've got this story from an email from my friend....
i think it's a good story, therefore i posted it... ^_^
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RICH OR POOR???
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to
the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people
live.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be
considered a very poor family.
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the
trip?"
"It was great, Dad."
"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.
"Oh yeah," said the son.
"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.
The son answered:
"I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a
creek that has no end.
We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at
night.
Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go
beyond our sight.
We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.
We buy our food, but they grow theirs.
We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to
protect them."
The boy's father was speechless.
Then his son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are."
Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would happen
if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about
what we don't have.
Appreciate every single thing you have, especially your friends!
"Life is too short and friends are too few."
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PS: thanks to ci evy who has sent me this email... :)
i think it's a good story, therefore i posted it... ^_^
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RICH OR POOR???
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to
the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people
live.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be
considered a very poor family.
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the
trip?"
"It was great, Dad."
"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.
"Oh yeah," said the son.
"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.
The son answered:
"I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a
creek that has no end.
We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at
night.
Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go
beyond our sight.
We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.
We buy our food, but they grow theirs.
We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to
protect them."
The boy's father was speechless.
Then his son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are."
Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would happen
if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about
what we don't have.
Appreciate every single thing you have, especially your friends!
"Life is too short and friends are too few."
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PS: thanks to ci evy who has sent me this email... :)
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
ga kerasa
Waktu cepat berlalu....
Wuihhh!!! ga kerasa bgt.. skrg dah genap 3 bulan gw di Melbourne....
ga kerasa.... 3 bulan tuh ternyata bisa cepet en lama bgt in a way...
seperti yg gw dah tulis di blog gw sebelomnya..
dah banyak hal yg terjadi dalam hidup gw dalem wkt yg singkat itu...
gw dah kenal ma banyak org baru...
malahan, wkt gw di dlm kesusahan, gw dibantu org yg tadinya gw ga kenal...
en gara2 dibantu, jadi kenal deh... hehehe ^_^
ga kerasa juga, dah banyak yg gw pelajarin...
dalam artian... pelajaran kehidupan PLUS pelajaran di uni...
ga kerasa juga... seminggu lagi, gw UJIAN!!! EXAMS!!!
en gw bakal di test ttg pelajaran yg BUANYAKNYA AMIT2 itu!!!
>_<
en gw sekarang rada ngerasa takut en khawatir...
bukannya gara2 examsnya dah deket, tp karena gw kok ga ngerasa deg2an...
biasanya klo mo exams kan, suasananya beda gitu...
ada pressure2nya.. kok kali ini gw ga ngerasain pressure ya??
ini gwnya yg tll cuek, ato gwnya dah ga peka ma pressure di sktr ya??
yaaahhh apapun penyebabnya...
gw bakal try my best!!! ^_^
cia yo!!! ganbarre!!!
ps: buat yg bakal exams, ato dah lagi exams, good luck and keep up your hard work ya!!!
inget, lu ga ndiri!!! ^_^
Wuihhh!!! ga kerasa bgt.. skrg dah genap 3 bulan gw di Melbourne....
ga kerasa.... 3 bulan tuh ternyata bisa cepet en lama bgt in a way...
seperti yg gw dah tulis di blog gw sebelomnya..
dah banyak hal yg terjadi dalam hidup gw dalem wkt yg singkat itu...
gw dah kenal ma banyak org baru...
malahan, wkt gw di dlm kesusahan, gw dibantu org yg tadinya gw ga kenal...
en gara2 dibantu, jadi kenal deh... hehehe ^_^
ga kerasa juga, dah banyak yg gw pelajarin...
dalam artian... pelajaran kehidupan PLUS pelajaran di uni...
ga kerasa juga... seminggu lagi, gw UJIAN!!! EXAMS!!!
en gw bakal di test ttg pelajaran yg BUANYAKNYA AMIT2 itu!!!
>_<
en gw sekarang rada ngerasa takut en khawatir...
bukannya gara2 examsnya dah deket, tp karena gw kok ga ngerasa deg2an...
biasanya klo mo exams kan, suasananya beda gitu...
ada pressure2nya.. kok kali ini gw ga ngerasain pressure ya??
ini gwnya yg tll cuek, ato gwnya dah ga peka ma pressure di sktr ya??
yaaahhh apapun penyebabnya...
gw bakal try my best!!! ^_^
cia yo!!! ganbarre!!!
ps: buat yg bakal exams, ato dah lagi exams, good luck and keep up your hard work ya!!!
inget, lu ga ndiri!!! ^_^
Sunday, May 21, 2006
people in your life...
i got this from my friend...
pls read and have a look.. hopefully it can answer the questions that you have in your mind...
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People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually (or for you to offer the same FOR or to THEM). They may seem like a godsend and they are..
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire filled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the
person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime!!! ^_^
pls read and have a look.. hopefully it can answer the questions that you have in your mind...
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People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually (or for you to offer the same FOR or to THEM). They may seem like a godsend and they are..
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire filled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the
person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime!!! ^_^
Friday, May 19, 2006
i wish u enough
I wish you enough...
I wish you enough sun
to keep your attitude bright
I wish you enough rain
to appreciate the sun more
I wish you enough happiness
to keep your spirit alive
I wish you enough pain
so that the smallest joys in life
appear much bigger
I wish you enough gain
to satisfy your wanting
I wish you enough loss
to appreciate all that you possess
I wish you enough hellos
to get you through the final good-bye...
I wish you enough sun
to keep your attitude bright
I wish you enough rain
to appreciate the sun more
I wish you enough happiness
to keep your spirit alive
I wish you enough pain
so that the smallest joys in life
appear much bigger
I wish you enough gain
to satisfy your wanting
I wish you enough loss
to appreciate all that you possess
I wish you enough hellos
to get you through the final good-bye...
Thursday, May 18, 2006
aku belajar...
aku belajar....
bahwa hidup itu tidak mudah...
bahwa disaat aku merasa kesepian, aku tidak sendiri...
bahwa aku bisa mencoba untuk baik pada smua org,
tapi tidak smua org akan suka padaku...
bahwa disaat aku merasa waktu tidak pernah cukup,
berarti aku telah mencoba melakukan terlalu banyak,
lebih dari yang dikehendaki-Nya...
bahwa aku ini diciptakan baik adanya...
bahwa aku tidak dapat mengubah org lain,
untuk menjadi seperti yg kuinginkan...
untuk melihat pintu lain yg terbuka,
disaat pintu yg kukejar telah tertutup...
aku belajar.... dan masih akan terus belajar....
karena hidup ini adalah suatu pelajaran...
bahwa hidup itu tidak mudah...
bahwa disaat aku merasa kesepian, aku tidak sendiri...
bahwa aku bisa mencoba untuk baik pada smua org,
tapi tidak smua org akan suka padaku...
bahwa disaat aku merasa waktu tidak pernah cukup,
berarti aku telah mencoba melakukan terlalu banyak,
lebih dari yang dikehendaki-Nya...
bahwa aku ini diciptakan baik adanya...
bahwa aku tidak dapat mengubah org lain,
untuk menjadi seperti yg kuinginkan...
untuk melihat pintu lain yg terbuka,
disaat pintu yg kukejar telah tertutup...
aku belajar.... dan masih akan terus belajar....
karena hidup ini adalah suatu pelajaran...
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
awal dari suatu hubungan
Awal dari suatu hubungan....
pernah ga mikir balik???
misalnya lu dah punya temen yg dah temenan lama bgt...
ato punya pacar, yg dah pacaran lama bgt...
trus tiba2 kepikiran...
Ummm... dulu pertama kali ketemu kayak gimana ya??
dulu kok gw bisa tertarik ma dy ya???
dulu kok gw bisa mulai ngomong ama dy???
gimana cerita asal mulanya hubungan yg dah ada ini ya??
pernah ga sih mikir kayak gitu???
(to be continued...)
(continued...)
gimana pun hubungan itu dimulai....
ga penting....
yang penting, apakah hubungan itu bikin kita makin bertumbuh...
jadi org yg lebih baek ato nggak...
gw percaya...
org2 yg ada di masa lalu gw, masa kini en yg bakal hadir dimasa depan gw...
hadir dengan suatu alasan....
mereka punya misi yg dikasi Tuhan buat nge-shape gw....
skrg gw ngerti napa Tuhan ciptain org laen2....
smuanya unik, ga da yg sama... even twins!!!
supaya kita bisa saling belajar satu sama lain...
en saling mengisi hidup yg satu dan yg lain....
(klo orgnya sama smua, apanya yg bisa dipelajari lagi??
wong, apa yg ada di dy, dah ada di kita... tul ga?!) ^^
pernah ga mikir balik???
misalnya lu dah punya temen yg dah temenan lama bgt...
ato punya pacar, yg dah pacaran lama bgt...
trus tiba2 kepikiran...
Ummm... dulu pertama kali ketemu kayak gimana ya??
dulu kok gw bisa tertarik ma dy ya???
dulu kok gw bisa mulai ngomong ama dy???
gimana cerita asal mulanya hubungan yg dah ada ini ya??
pernah ga sih mikir kayak gitu???
(to be continued...)
(continued...)
gimana pun hubungan itu dimulai....
ga penting....
yang penting, apakah hubungan itu bikin kita makin bertumbuh...
jadi org yg lebih baek ato nggak...
gw percaya...
org2 yg ada di masa lalu gw, masa kini en yg bakal hadir dimasa depan gw...
hadir dengan suatu alasan....
mereka punya misi yg dikasi Tuhan buat nge-shape gw....
skrg gw ngerti napa Tuhan ciptain org laen2....
smuanya unik, ga da yg sama... even twins!!!
supaya kita bisa saling belajar satu sama lain...
en saling mengisi hidup yg satu dan yg lain....
(klo orgnya sama smua, apanya yg bisa dipelajari lagi??
wong, apa yg ada di dy, dah ada di kita... tul ga?!) ^^
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Tuhan mengubah hidupmu
Gw punya text lagu yg gw dapet wkt gw choir di Perth (di ICYO)... setiap gw denger ato nyanyiin ini lagu... pasti gw selalu terharu n tersentuh ma kata2nya... karema liriknya ngegambarin klo Tuhan tuh cinta bgt ma gw.... ma lu... ma kita smua...
Tuhan Mengubah Hidupmu
Kenangan abadi perjamuan suci
saat Kau berkati secawan anggur dan roti.
Sungguh tak terperi kasih cinta di hati,
walaupun Kalvari telah menanti.
Kini kami datang kepadaMu, ya Tuhan
cemas dan gelisah akan beban kehidupan.
Namun diri Yesus menjadi teladan
bakti pada Bapa jadi tujuan.
Lupakan cemas dan kegelisahanmu,
lupakan duka derita di hatimu.
Sambutlah Kristus dengan hati murni,
Dia 'kan masuk hatimu.
Percaya padaNya setulus hatimu,
berpegang padaNya sepanjang hidupmu.
Tuhanlah batu karang kuat teguh,
landasan yang tak 'kan runtuh.
Dalam kegelapan Kau terangi jalanku,
lewat jurang curam, Tuhanlah penunjuk jalan.
Di saat ku jatuh, Tuhan menuntunku
pulang ke rumahMu yang penuh kasih.
Bimbinglah kami menurut teladanMu
teguh setia dalam tiap cobaan.
Walau badai hidup kuat menerjam,
bidukku tak 'kan tenggelam.
Segala mata dan hati 'kan terbuka,
segala cemas dan kegelisah 'kan sirna.
Bila kau percaya akan janjiNya,
Tuhan mengubah hidupmu...
Tuhan Mengubah Hidupmu
Kenangan abadi perjamuan suci
saat Kau berkati secawan anggur dan roti.
Sungguh tak terperi kasih cinta di hati,
walaupun Kalvari telah menanti.
Kini kami datang kepadaMu, ya Tuhan
cemas dan gelisah akan beban kehidupan.
Namun diri Yesus menjadi teladan
bakti pada Bapa jadi tujuan.
Lupakan cemas dan kegelisahanmu,
lupakan duka derita di hatimu.
Sambutlah Kristus dengan hati murni,
Dia 'kan masuk hatimu.
Percaya padaNya setulus hatimu,
berpegang padaNya sepanjang hidupmu.
Tuhanlah batu karang kuat teguh,
landasan yang tak 'kan runtuh.
Dalam kegelapan Kau terangi jalanku,
lewat jurang curam, Tuhanlah penunjuk jalan.
Di saat ku jatuh, Tuhan menuntunku
pulang ke rumahMu yang penuh kasih.
Bimbinglah kami menurut teladanMu
teguh setia dalam tiap cobaan.
Walau badai hidup kuat menerjam,
bidukku tak 'kan tenggelam.
Segala mata dan hati 'kan terbuka,
segala cemas dan kegelisah 'kan sirna.
Bila kau percaya akan janjiNya,
Tuhan mengubah hidupmu...
Thursday, May 11, 2006
MaU aPa...
hmm... dont feel like writing in english... sorry to you who can't understand indo....
hari ini... gw jalanin kayak biasa aja....
yaaa sebenernya sih, ga biasa... laen dari biasanya...
kenapa laen dari biasanya??!!!
karena hari ini gw memulai hari dengan rasa sangat amat gembira sekali....
berhubung hari2 yg lalu, dah gw lewati dengan kurang tdr, gara2 assignment 'yg gw kira ga bakal pernah beres' (untung akhirnya bisa diselesaikan dengan dukungan dari org2 sktr)...
td mlm, gw bisa tdr dengan sangat amat puas sekali!!! ^_^
percaya deh ma gw, a good nite sleep after few nites with out sleep tuh serasa kayak heaven bgt!!!
trus hari ini, gw bisa bgn siang pula.... n ke uni rada siangan.... trus gw juga berhasil menyelesaikan assignment gw berikutnya sebelum due datenya....
jadi feel good gitu.... kayak dah mbyr rasa bad gw atas assignment yg gw kira ga bakal pernah beres itu.... hehehe :p
anyway... abis itu smua dah beres... kok gw tiba2 kayak kehilangan tujuan hidup lagi sih ya??!!
gw serasa jalan tanpa tujuan.... ga tw mo jalan ke arah mana... tp gw bukannya stop, malah keep going... gw bukannya stop cari pegangan... cari petunjuk jalan... gw malah jalaaaaaannnn terus.... mpe akhirnya gw nyadar klo gw tuh lost... tp napa gw masi ga mo berenti??!!!
Duuuhhh!!! ga ngerti deh....
kadang gw ngerasa gw ga ngerti sapa gw yg sebenernya...
kadang gw kira gw dah kenal sapa gw...
tp ternyata, terkadang gw bisa jadi org yg ga gw kenal...
org yg lagi lost... lagi ga punya tujuan...
(kok gw melow bgt ya??!!!) :p
hari ini... gw jalanin kayak biasa aja....
yaaa sebenernya sih, ga biasa... laen dari biasanya...
kenapa laen dari biasanya??!!!
karena hari ini gw memulai hari dengan rasa sangat amat gembira sekali....
berhubung hari2 yg lalu, dah gw lewati dengan kurang tdr, gara2 assignment 'yg gw kira ga bakal pernah beres' (untung akhirnya bisa diselesaikan dengan dukungan dari org2 sktr)...
td mlm, gw bisa tdr dengan sangat amat puas sekali!!! ^_^
percaya deh ma gw, a good nite sleep after few nites with out sleep tuh serasa kayak heaven bgt!!!
trus hari ini, gw bisa bgn siang pula.... n ke uni rada siangan.... trus gw juga berhasil menyelesaikan assignment gw berikutnya sebelum due datenya....
jadi feel good gitu.... kayak dah mbyr rasa bad gw atas assignment yg gw kira ga bakal pernah beres itu.... hehehe :p
anyway... abis itu smua dah beres... kok gw tiba2 kayak kehilangan tujuan hidup lagi sih ya??!!
gw serasa jalan tanpa tujuan.... ga tw mo jalan ke arah mana... tp gw bukannya stop, malah keep going... gw bukannya stop cari pegangan... cari petunjuk jalan... gw malah jalaaaaaannnn terus.... mpe akhirnya gw nyadar klo gw tuh lost... tp napa gw masi ga mo berenti??!!!
Duuuhhh!!! ga ngerti deh....
kadang gw ngerasa gw ga ngerti sapa gw yg sebenernya...
kadang gw kira gw dah kenal sapa gw...
tp ternyata, terkadang gw bisa jadi org yg ga gw kenal...
org yg lagi lost... lagi ga punya tujuan...
(kok gw melow bgt ya??!!!) :p
Monday, May 08, 2006
About Pho2
LosT...
i haven't been writing on my blog for quite sum time...
i really feel like writing at the moment...
People come and go...
They left their footsteps in my life...
and my life will never be the same...
Today... i lost sum one...
Sum one that i knew, i will lost in the end...
when the time comes...
I thought i'll be prepared...
but i still couldn't believe that she has gone...
And i really regret that i havent told her,
how much i love her when i saw her for the last time....
But i do believe...
that she's gone for her good...
i can juz keep praying.... and wish her the best...
Pho2 (grandma)... I'm gonna miss you...
luv,
Novy
i haven't been writing on my blog for quite sum time...
i really feel like writing at the moment...
People come and go...
They left their footsteps in my life...
and my life will never be the same...
Today... i lost sum one...
Sum one that i knew, i will lost in the end...
when the time comes...
I thought i'll be prepared...
but i still couldn't believe that she has gone...
And i really regret that i havent told her,
how much i love her when i saw her for the last time....
But i do believe...
that she's gone for her good...
i can juz keep praying.... and wish her the best...
Pho2 (grandma)... I'm gonna miss you...
luv,
Novy
Monday, May 01, 2006
...
i've never really appreciate what i have...
till... i lose 'em...
regret always comes later in life...
so, do what you can do now...
and you'll never regretting your life...
coz u've done your best...
till... i lose 'em...
regret always comes later in life...
so, do what you can do now...
and you'll never regretting your life...
coz u've done your best...
Saturday, April 29, 2006
One Litre of Tears
OST One Litre of Tears
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru
Nigeru tame ja naku
Yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazu sa
Tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara
Tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga ashiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
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(translation)
On the other shore of sadness,
It is said that there is a smile
Finally we arrived.
But what are we waiting for?
The purpose is not to run away.
It's to chase after dreams.
We should have gone out to travel,
on that summer day so long ago
Even tomorrow, if you see it.
Though there isn't a sigh either.
Like a ship going against the current flow.
Right now, go forward, move ahead.
Even if it cuts through the rain and clouds
The wet roads shine.
Only the dark will teach,
A stronger and stronger light
Be strong, go forward, move ahead.
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I got this song from a japanese drama called "One Litre of Tears".... i havent finished watching it... but i recommend you to watch it, i believe it will change your life and you will see your life from a different perspective.... It's based on true story, about a 15 yo girl called Muraki Aya... She is a smart, pretty and active girl... one day, she discovered that she has a disease called Spinocerebellar degeneration... (for ppl who dunno, it's a brain disorder that can affect your movement, speech, and sight) there wasn't any cure for that disease... but she didnt give up and become a light for her sorroundings... the main point is... Be strong... dont run away from life... chase your dream... and move on...
ps: for Aya... thanks for the courage.... ^^
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru
Nigeru tame ja naku
Yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazu sa
Tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara
Tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga ashiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
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(translation)
On the other shore of sadness,
It is said that there is a smile
Finally we arrived.
But what are we waiting for?
The purpose is not to run away.
It's to chase after dreams.
We should have gone out to travel,
on that summer day so long ago
Even tomorrow, if you see it.
Though there isn't a sigh either.
Like a ship going against the current flow.
Right now, go forward, move ahead.
Even if it cuts through the rain and clouds
The wet roads shine.
Only the dark will teach,
A stronger and stronger light
Be strong, go forward, move ahead.
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I got this song from a japanese drama called "One Litre of Tears".... i havent finished watching it... but i recommend you to watch it, i believe it will change your life and you will see your life from a different perspective.... It's based on true story, about a 15 yo girl called Muraki Aya... She is a smart, pretty and active girl... one day, she discovered that she has a disease called Spinocerebellar degeneration... (for ppl who dunno, it's a brain disorder that can affect your movement, speech, and sight) there wasn't any cure for that disease... but she didnt give up and become a light for her sorroundings... the main point is... Be strong... dont run away from life... chase your dream... and move on...
ps: for Aya... thanks for the courage.... ^^
God's TooLs...
Hey2!! i can't hardly wait to tell u this story....
Guess who i met last nite?? His name is Richard... he's one of the guys who has been in ICM (Indonesian Campus Ministry) since the 1st time ICM exists...
Well, i dunno him at the 1st time... for me, he was juz a stranger....
then, we started a conversation.... then... i found out sumthing that's really important!!! (for me anyway)
He told me that he works for IDP Jakarta... juz for your information, IDP is an organisation that organised my transference from Curtin Uni (Perth) to Melbourne Uni (Melbourne)....
I was like.. wot??!!! really??!!
And guess wot??!!
Suddenly, from a stranger, he became sumbody that i believe God has used to complete His plan... coz he's the guy who fought and tried to keep me and Tara (my friend who's also transferred to Melb) in the list... he told me that in the meeting, there were 3 guys who adviced him to leave my case... (coz my case was so complicated that it wasnt worth enuf to be fought for :p)... but sumhow... he kept it and fought for it... if he didnt take the decision to keep my case... i wont be here now... so i believe... that it's part of God's plan for my life...
I used to be asking myself and God... have i disobeyed Him by following my own will to move to Melbourne??? but... now i know and believe.... that it is part of His plan... if this is not His plan, i dont think i would be able to be transferred...
PS: Thanks for Richard, Gama, en Ci April... you guys have changed my life... ^_^
For Tara, dont ever regret wot u have done... juz move on... live your life to the max and keep believing in Him... Hopefully, u also believe that this pathway of our lives has been planned by Him...
Guess who i met last nite?? His name is Richard... he's one of the guys who has been in ICM (Indonesian Campus Ministry) since the 1st time ICM exists...
Well, i dunno him at the 1st time... for me, he was juz a stranger....
then, we started a conversation.... then... i found out sumthing that's really important!!! (for me anyway)
He told me that he works for IDP Jakarta... juz for your information, IDP is an organisation that organised my transference from Curtin Uni (Perth) to Melbourne Uni (Melbourne)....
I was like.. wot??!!! really??!!
And guess wot??!!
Suddenly, from a stranger, he became sumbody that i believe God has used to complete His plan... coz he's the guy who fought and tried to keep me and Tara (my friend who's also transferred to Melb) in the list... he told me that in the meeting, there were 3 guys who adviced him to leave my case... (coz my case was so complicated that it wasnt worth enuf to be fought for :p)... but sumhow... he kept it and fought for it... if he didnt take the decision to keep my case... i wont be here now... so i believe... that it's part of God's plan for my life...
I used to be asking myself and God... have i disobeyed Him by following my own will to move to Melbourne??? but... now i know and believe.... that it is part of His plan... if this is not His plan, i dont think i would be able to be transferred...
PS: Thanks for Richard, Gama, en Ci April... you guys have changed my life... ^_^
For Tara, dont ever regret wot u have done... juz move on... live your life to the max and keep believing in Him... Hopefully, u also believe that this pathway of our lives has been planned by Him...
Friday, April 28, 2006
Posting For MyBestFriend
Dear My Friend...
I know life has been hard for u lately...
I'm so sorry that i can't really do anything for u...
I'm sorry that i can't be at your side when u need me...
I can only listen to your story...
I can only be a place where u can throw all your sadness...
I can only try to make u smile when u cry...
I can only pray for you from here...
Hope that u will be able to heal your heart...
Hope that i can make you feel a lil bit better...
Hope that i've given enuf light and love when u needed me...
Hope that u'll be ok in the end...
Don't forget to get up, be strong and move on...
And where ever u r... i'll be there to support u....
remind u how to fly when u forgot how to fly...
remind u how to smile when u forgot how to smile...
remind u... that u've got a friend in ME!! ^^
I know life has been hard for u lately...
I'm so sorry that i can't really do anything for u...
I'm sorry that i can't be at your side when u need me...
I can only listen to your story...
I can only be a place where u can throw all your sadness...
I can only try to make u smile when u cry...
I can only pray for you from here...
Hope that u will be able to heal your heart...
Hope that i can make you feel a lil bit better...
Hope that i've given enuf light and love when u needed me...
Hope that u'll be ok in the end...
Don't forget to get up, be strong and move on...
And where ever u r... i'll be there to support u....
remind u how to fly when u forgot how to fly...
remind u how to smile when u forgot how to smile...
remind u... that u've got a friend in ME!! ^^
WoMeN...
One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman,
He was into his sixth day of working overtime.
An angel appeared and said,
"Why are you spending so much time on this one?"
And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic,
have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable
and able to run on diet coke and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold four children at one time,
have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart
-and she will do everything with only two hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements.
"Only two hands!? No way!
And that's just on the standard model?
That's too much work for one day.
Wait until tomorrow to finish."
But I won't," the Lord protested.
"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.
She already heals herself when she is sick
AND can work 18 hour days."
The angel moved closer and touched the woman.
"But you have made her so soft, Lord."
"She is soft," the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made her tough.
You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.
The Lord replied,
"Not only will she be able to think,
she will be able to reason and negotiate."
The angel then noticed something,
and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model.
I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord corrected,
"that's a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy,
her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love,
her loneliness, her grief and her pride."
The angel was impressed.
"You are a genius, Lord.
You thought of everything!
Woman is truly amazing."
And she is!
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness,
love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colours.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideals.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR
WORTH.
So, i post this message juz to remind all WOMEN just how amazing WE are.
By the time the Lord made woman,
He was into his sixth day of working overtime.
An angel appeared and said,
"Why are you spending so much time on this one?"
And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic,
have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable
and able to run on diet coke and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold four children at one time,
have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart
-and she will do everything with only two hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements.
"Only two hands!? No way!
And that's just on the standard model?
That's too much work for one day.
Wait until tomorrow to finish."
But I won't," the Lord protested.
"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.
She already heals herself when she is sick
AND can work 18 hour days."
The angel moved closer and touched the woman.
"But you have made her so soft, Lord."
"She is soft," the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made her tough.
You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.
The Lord replied,
"Not only will she be able to think,
she will be able to reason and negotiate."
The angel then noticed something,
and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model.
I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord corrected,
"that's a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy,
her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love,
her loneliness, her grief and her pride."
The angel was impressed.
"You are a genius, Lord.
You thought of everything!
Woman is truly amazing."
And she is!
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness,
love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colours.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideals.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR
WORTH.
So, i post this message juz to remind all WOMEN just how amazing WE are.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Tangan Tuhan...
tangan Tuhan
(by: nikita)
apa yang kau alami kini
mungkin tak dapat engkau mengerti
satu hal tanamkan dihati
indah semua yang Tuhan b'ri
Tuhanku tak akan memberi ular beracun
pada yang minta roti
cobaan yang engkau alami
tak melebihi kekuatanmu
tangan Tuhan sedang merenda
suatu karya yang agung mulia
saatnya 'kan tiba nanti
kau lihat pelangi kasih-Nya
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Ga tw napa... hari ini, gw pulang uni, trus rasanya kepengen aja baca renungan... trus, abis renungan.. tiba2 keinget ama lagu ini... gw dulu tuh suka bgt nyanyiin lagu ini.... (pas ga ada org tentunya... klo ada org, mana berani gw nyanyi) hehehe :p
(by: nikita)
apa yang kau alami kini
mungkin tak dapat engkau mengerti
satu hal tanamkan dihati
indah semua yang Tuhan b'ri
Tuhanku tak akan memberi ular beracun
pada yang minta roti
cobaan yang engkau alami
tak melebihi kekuatanmu
tangan Tuhan sedang merenda
suatu karya yang agung mulia
saatnya 'kan tiba nanti
kau lihat pelangi kasih-Nya
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Ga tw napa... hari ini, gw pulang uni, trus rasanya kepengen aja baca renungan... trus, abis renungan.. tiba2 keinget ama lagu ini... gw dulu tuh suka bgt nyanyiin lagu ini.... (pas ga ada org tentunya... klo ada org, mana berani gw nyanyi) hehehe :p
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
soooo tireeeed.... >_<
hey... i'm so tired at the moment... but i dont wanna sleep yet...
last nite, i rang my friend and talked for bout 2 hours... from dunno when, till 5am!!!
i didnt realise that it was morning already... LoL.... then i slept at 6am... woke up at 11am...
it's not enuf.... at least i have to have 8hrs sleep....
anyway, i played laser zone today... it was pretty fun.. but i got tired easily...
on the 1st game, i was tired already.... and on the 2nd game... i didnt care anymore if sumbody shoot me... coz i juz couldnt be bothered to run.... then, on the 3rd game... my energy came back... and i really enjoyed the 3rd game ^^
next time, i will try paint ball... my friends said it's hurt.... but i guess it'll be fun... ^^
tmrw, have to go back to school... :( dont really like my uni... coz i often feel lonely....
eventho i hv few friends to talk to, it's not enuf.... need sumbody that i can share my thought with... oh well, i guess juz need to wait n see.... n keep on trying ^^
last nite, i rang my friend and talked for bout 2 hours... from dunno when, till 5am!!!
i didnt realise that it was morning already... LoL.... then i slept at 6am... woke up at 11am...
it's not enuf.... at least i have to have 8hrs sleep....
anyway, i played laser zone today... it was pretty fun.. but i got tired easily...
on the 1st game, i was tired already.... and on the 2nd game... i didnt care anymore if sumbody shoot me... coz i juz couldnt be bothered to run.... then, on the 3rd game... my energy came back... and i really enjoyed the 3rd game ^^
next time, i will try paint ball... my friends said it's hurt.... but i guess it'll be fun... ^^
tmrw, have to go back to school... :( dont really like my uni... coz i often feel lonely....
eventho i hv few friends to talk to, it's not enuf.... need sumbody that i can share my thought with... oh well, i guess juz need to wait n see.... n keep on trying ^^
Monday, April 24, 2006
Segala sesuatu, ada wktnya...
Pagi ini, susah bgt mo bgn.. dingin.. masi gelap.. rasanya enak bgt klo ngumpet di dlm selimut aja... anget.. hehehe :p
trusnya berhubung uni dah mulai... harus bgn deh... lumayan semangat sih pagi ini... soalnya dari kemaren dah disemangatin banyak org... gw ga mau usaha mereka sia2... ^^ jd gw usahain buat semangat pagi ini.. trus pas gw buka mata... gw liat kamar yg dah rapih... Wuaahhh senangnya!!! ^^ soalnya sejak pulang dr ret2 kan gw kluar rumah mulu... jarang beresin kamar... trus kmrn, gw tuh beresin kamar, meja belajar, n lemari... rasanya seneng bgt ngeliat smua dah rapih...
anyway... trus... hal berikutnya yg gw lakukan adalah ambil alkitab n bedoa... (gw jarang loh kayak gini... cuma gw dah janji ma diri ndiri, gw ga mo naro Tuhan diurutan terakhir... jadi mulai skrg, gw usahain devotion pagi2).... trus... pas bgt deh.. masa bacaannya tuh ttg "waktu".... pasti tw kan?? yg intinya si Pengkotbah bilang, di dunia ini segala sesuatu ada wktnya... n smuanya ini tuh dah direncanain sebaik2nya ma yg nyiptain kita.... trus... gw jadi keinget aja ma obrolan gw ma temen gw td malem...
Buat yg belom tw.. gw cerita lagi deh... wkt gw pertama kali pindah ke Melbourne... sebenernya bisa dibilang tuh gw ga punya tempat tgl.... trus untung aja temen gw punya sodara di sini, jadi kita bedua numpang dulu buat sementara... trusnya lagi, gw punya kenalan (yg sebenernya gw ga kenal2 bgt... soalnya cuma kenal lwt tour) yg punya temen.. trus temennya kenalin ke temennya temennya ke gw... pokonya pjg bgt deh ribet klo diceritain smua... finally.. gw nemu tmp tinggal gw skrg ini.. bisa dibilang atas bantuan "stranger"... emang it's really amazing when i think about it... gw pecaya smua ini bukan kebetulan.... it's all has been planned...
Trus ada lagi nih satu hal.. yg ga pernah lepas dari pikiran gw... en gw juga yakin lu smua pernah ngalamin... yaitu soal PACAR... hehehe :p
Kemaren ini, gw lagi ngerasa kesepian gitu, soalnya housemate gw pegi smua... trusnya gw ga ada temen ngobrol... akhirnya, gw telp ade gw... ngobrol ma dy... trus gw bilang lagi kesepian... eeeehhhh dy dgn belagunya ngomong ke gw... "makanya, cari pacar donk!"... kurang ajar ga sih??!! emang sih, ade gw itu dah punya co... tp ya.... namanya juga masi sma... gw ga tw lah.. susah ngomong ma dy... prinsip gw ma dy laen.... Buat gw tuh, pacar gunanya bukan buat dijadiin temen klo lagi kesepian doank... pacar itu adl calon temen hidup gw... pacar itu adl org yg gw mau spend the rest of my life with... pasti kedengerannya kok cupu bgt ya?? bodo ah... bnyk org bilang ke gw.... klo ga usaha, ga bakal dapet pacar.. pacar ga bakal dateng ndiri... ada juga yg blg... jaman skrg masi aja mikir kayak gitu... emang sih kadang gw bisa goyah dlm megang prinsip gw.... tp biasanya gw nyadar n lgs inget lagi sih ma prinsip gw... buat gw... pacaran tuh bukan maenan.... makanya gw rada ga ngerti napa org bisa ganti2 pacar... cepet bgt lagi... buat gw, pacar itu musti di cari pelan2, di pilih pelan2.... di pikir baek2... mgkn kedengeran tll serius... tp pacaran itu kan emang hal yg serius.... masa ditanggepinnya maen2 coba?!
Buat para jomblo out there.... ini pesen gw... jangan deh terburu2 cari pacar... gw tw, jaman sekarang klo ga punya pacar, kesannya ga cool.... ga laku... tp kan masi banyak hal dlm hidup ini yg bisa dilakuin daripada cari pacar n meratapi nasib jomblo kita..... mendingan dipake semaksimal mgkn, mumpung masi free... hehehee ^^
Inget, kita ini dah disiapin pasangan hidup ama Tuhan.. jadi ga usah takut ga dapet... Segala sesuatu ada wktnya... n Tuhan bakal bikin itu indah pada wktnya.... klo lu buru2, ntar malah salah pilih n yg ada cuma penyesalan aja.... ga mau kan??!!
trusnya berhubung uni dah mulai... harus bgn deh... lumayan semangat sih pagi ini... soalnya dari kemaren dah disemangatin banyak org... gw ga mau usaha mereka sia2... ^^ jd gw usahain buat semangat pagi ini.. trus pas gw buka mata... gw liat kamar yg dah rapih... Wuaahhh senangnya!!! ^^ soalnya sejak pulang dr ret2 kan gw kluar rumah mulu... jarang beresin kamar... trus kmrn, gw tuh beresin kamar, meja belajar, n lemari... rasanya seneng bgt ngeliat smua dah rapih...
anyway... trus... hal berikutnya yg gw lakukan adalah ambil alkitab n bedoa... (gw jarang loh kayak gini... cuma gw dah janji ma diri ndiri, gw ga mo naro Tuhan diurutan terakhir... jadi mulai skrg, gw usahain devotion pagi2).... trus... pas bgt deh.. masa bacaannya tuh ttg "waktu".... pasti tw kan?? yg intinya si Pengkotbah bilang, di dunia ini segala sesuatu ada wktnya... n smuanya ini tuh dah direncanain sebaik2nya ma yg nyiptain kita.... trus... gw jadi keinget aja ma obrolan gw ma temen gw td malem...
Buat yg belom tw.. gw cerita lagi deh... wkt gw pertama kali pindah ke Melbourne... sebenernya bisa dibilang tuh gw ga punya tempat tgl.... trus untung aja temen gw punya sodara di sini, jadi kita bedua numpang dulu buat sementara... trusnya lagi, gw punya kenalan (yg sebenernya gw ga kenal2 bgt... soalnya cuma kenal lwt tour) yg punya temen.. trus temennya kenalin ke temennya temennya ke gw... pokonya pjg bgt deh ribet klo diceritain smua... finally.. gw nemu tmp tinggal gw skrg ini.. bisa dibilang atas bantuan "stranger"... emang it's really amazing when i think about it... gw pecaya smua ini bukan kebetulan.... it's all has been planned...
Trus ada lagi nih satu hal.. yg ga pernah lepas dari pikiran gw... en gw juga yakin lu smua pernah ngalamin... yaitu soal PACAR... hehehe :p
Kemaren ini, gw lagi ngerasa kesepian gitu, soalnya housemate gw pegi smua... trusnya gw ga ada temen ngobrol... akhirnya, gw telp ade gw... ngobrol ma dy... trus gw bilang lagi kesepian... eeeehhhh dy dgn belagunya ngomong ke gw... "makanya, cari pacar donk!"... kurang ajar ga sih??!! emang sih, ade gw itu dah punya co... tp ya.... namanya juga masi sma... gw ga tw lah.. susah ngomong ma dy... prinsip gw ma dy laen.... Buat gw tuh, pacar gunanya bukan buat dijadiin temen klo lagi kesepian doank... pacar itu adl calon temen hidup gw... pacar itu adl org yg gw mau spend the rest of my life with... pasti kedengerannya kok cupu bgt ya?? bodo ah... bnyk org bilang ke gw.... klo ga usaha, ga bakal dapet pacar.. pacar ga bakal dateng ndiri... ada juga yg blg... jaman skrg masi aja mikir kayak gitu... emang sih kadang gw bisa goyah dlm megang prinsip gw.... tp biasanya gw nyadar n lgs inget lagi sih ma prinsip gw... buat gw... pacaran tuh bukan maenan.... makanya gw rada ga ngerti napa org bisa ganti2 pacar... cepet bgt lagi... buat gw, pacar itu musti di cari pelan2, di pilih pelan2.... di pikir baek2... mgkn kedengeran tll serius... tp pacaran itu kan emang hal yg serius.... masa ditanggepinnya maen2 coba?!
Buat para jomblo out there.... ini pesen gw... jangan deh terburu2 cari pacar... gw tw, jaman sekarang klo ga punya pacar, kesannya ga cool.... ga laku... tp kan masi banyak hal dlm hidup ini yg bisa dilakuin daripada cari pacar n meratapi nasib jomblo kita..... mendingan dipake semaksimal mgkn, mumpung masi free... hehehee ^^
Inget, kita ini dah disiapin pasangan hidup ama Tuhan.. jadi ga usah takut ga dapet... Segala sesuatu ada wktnya... n Tuhan bakal bikin itu indah pada wktnya.... klo lu buru2, ntar malah salah pilih n yg ada cuma penyesalan aja.... ga mau kan??!!
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Am I Lucky?? (yesss...)
hey... juz feel like sending a posting about sumthing that i've been wanted to write but neva really in the mood... and now, dunno why, i think it's the rite moment...
I think we all have felt that we're not lucky enuf, at least once in our lives...
well, that's wots happen to me few times when i was at the low point of my life...
but.... i'm so lucky... that i'm surrounded by ppl who always remind me how lucky i'm...
firstly is my mum... when i started to winge and winge and winge...
she'll listen to me patiently... and will give an advice which makes me feel better...
once, i told her that i'm so unlucky... on that day, i have been thru a lot of bad things...
(but, when i look back and think about that time, it wasn't that bad... it could be worst...)
anyway.... continuing my story... then my mum said sumthing that made me realise how lucky i am... she said... "so, dont u feel that u're lucky??"... and suddenly, i juz couldnt say anything...
she didnt told me not to winge (coz it's good for my emotional health... :p)... but, by saying that sentence... she reminded me... it's like she's saying that "my girl, u r lucky... and i dont care how u feel... how bad is your mood at that moment... i'll be there for u.... i'm here for u... isn't that enuf for u??"... i realise i'm soooooooooo lucky!!!!
there has been alot of blessings that i've got in my life... i still have my family... i can still breath... i can see... i can speak... i can type this msg... i can do anything that i wanted... i'm free... (i dont wanna sound so religious... but the luckiest thing in my life is that i have God who loves me the way i am... who always there...)
next thing... i have friends who want to accept me the way i am...
they r always there for me... when i'm down.... there's always sumbody who supports me...
and again... i will say that i'm so lucky to have all of this in my life...
few days ago, one of my friends asked me... he asked what presents i got for my bday...
i told him... i didnt get any of the things that he called as 'presents'... but... i get everything that i needed... and it's more than a 'present'... it's more than anything... wot can i ask for more??? on my bday, i got retreat as a present... i got new friends as a present... i got God's blessings, i got messages from my friends (means they remember me n my bday)... i got a phone call on my mobile in the morning from my family (they dont usually ring me to mobile... expensive :p)... the most important present is that i got LOVE... it's more that anything... coz i can't buy love... and it will last forever... coz love will last for eternity... thank you for everything... for all of u who has read this.... my msg for u... when u feel that u r unlucky... always remember that u r luckier than wot u think... ^_^
I think we all have felt that we're not lucky enuf, at least once in our lives...
well, that's wots happen to me few times when i was at the low point of my life...
but.... i'm so lucky... that i'm surrounded by ppl who always remind me how lucky i'm...
firstly is my mum... when i started to winge and winge and winge...
she'll listen to me patiently... and will give an advice which makes me feel better...
once, i told her that i'm so unlucky... on that day, i have been thru a lot of bad things...
(but, when i look back and think about that time, it wasn't that bad... it could be worst...)
anyway.... continuing my story... then my mum said sumthing that made me realise how lucky i am... she said... "so, dont u feel that u're lucky??"... and suddenly, i juz couldnt say anything...
she didnt told me not to winge (coz it's good for my emotional health... :p)... but, by saying that sentence... she reminded me... it's like she's saying that "my girl, u r lucky... and i dont care how u feel... how bad is your mood at that moment... i'll be there for u.... i'm here for u... isn't that enuf for u??"... i realise i'm soooooooooo lucky!!!!
there has been alot of blessings that i've got in my life... i still have my family... i can still breath... i can see... i can speak... i can type this msg... i can do anything that i wanted... i'm free... (i dont wanna sound so religious... but the luckiest thing in my life is that i have God who loves me the way i am... who always there...)
next thing... i have friends who want to accept me the way i am...
they r always there for me... when i'm down.... there's always sumbody who supports me...
and again... i will say that i'm so lucky to have all of this in my life...
few days ago, one of my friends asked me... he asked what presents i got for my bday...
i told him... i didnt get any of the things that he called as 'presents'... but... i get everything that i needed... and it's more than a 'present'... it's more than anything... wot can i ask for more??? on my bday, i got retreat as a present... i got new friends as a present... i got God's blessings, i got messages from my friends (means they remember me n my bday)... i got a phone call on my mobile in the morning from my family (they dont usually ring me to mobile... expensive :p)... the most important present is that i got LOVE... it's more that anything... coz i can't buy love... and it will last forever... coz love will last for eternity... thank you for everything... for all of u who has read this.... my msg for u... when u feel that u r unlucky... always remember that u r luckier than wot u think... ^_^
Saturday, April 22, 2006
my retreat story....
hey!! i wanna share my experiences that i got from the retreat few days ago....
so, here's the story....
It was 14 April... and i couldnt sleep... coz i was to excited to go to the retreat and of course because it's also my b'day... anyway... finally i managed to sleep at 2.30am... and then i had to wake up by 7am (luckily, my friend rang me to wake me up-thx Harph ^^)... had shower... had breakie... then go to level 8 to see Imel n the others.... there i met Novi and Iin... by 8am, we off to the church where we usually have our fellowship... then... i met lotsa new friends from Brisbane... i juz couldnt stop talking... i was too excited... even tho i was so tired....
anyway... after everyone is there... we started to march to Eildon... there were 11 cars if i'm not mistaken... and heaps of ppl...
i was planning to sleep in the car... it took 2hrs drive to get there... so i'll give me enuf time to sleep.... but i couldnt... my eyes juz doesnt wanna shut.... and i'm glad that i didnt sleep coz the view was incredible.... it reminds me to Puncak... but it was much better... much more beutiful...
i like nature so much... maybe that's why it's a refreshment for me.... esp. coz where i live now, i wont be able to see view like that.... i can only see buildings and street lights.... that's why i'm so happy to see the view... there are sum cattles and vineyards too on the side of the road.... it's so country!!
ummm sorry... i'm out of track... (hehhee... too excited tokin bout the view) :p
btw, i hv a picture of sum ppl that i met during the retreat.... hv a look...
It was raining, but everyone were so excited... they were posing under the colourful umbrella and cant standing still coz it was so windy and cold... wakakaka ^0^
so, here's the story....
It was 14 April... and i couldnt sleep... coz i was to excited to go to the retreat and of course because it's also my b'day... anyway... finally i managed to sleep at 2.30am... and then i had to wake up by 7am (luckily, my friend rang me to wake me up-thx Harph ^^)... had shower... had breakie... then go to level 8 to see Imel n the others.... there i met Novi and Iin... by 8am, we off to the church where we usually have our fellowship... then... i met lotsa new friends from Brisbane... i juz couldnt stop talking... i was too excited... even tho i was so tired....
anyway... after everyone is there... we started to march to Eildon... there were 11 cars if i'm not mistaken... and heaps of ppl...
i was planning to sleep in the car... it took 2hrs drive to get there... so i'll give me enuf time to sleep.... but i couldnt... my eyes juz doesnt wanna shut.... and i'm glad that i didnt sleep coz the view was incredible.... it reminds me to Puncak... but it was much better... much more beutiful...
i like nature so much... maybe that's why it's a refreshment for me.... esp. coz where i live now, i wont be able to see view like that.... i can only see buildings and street lights.... that's why i'm so happy to see the view... there are sum cattles and vineyards too on the side of the road.... it's so country!!
ummm sorry... i'm out of track... (hehhee... too excited tokin bout the view) :p
btw, i hv a picture of sum ppl that i met during the retreat.... hv a look...
It was raining, but everyone were so excited... they were posing under the colourful umbrella and cant standing still coz it was so windy and cold... wakakaka ^0^
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