rokok

I hate rokok!!!!!

pasti pada bingung deh, napa gw tiba2 nulis ga jelas gini...
well... dari semalem mpe pagi ini, gw annoyed bgt ama bau rokok...
gw ini perokok pasif.... so, obviously, gw ga tahan ama bau rokok....
tp sialnya, environment gw tuh ga mendukung kesehatan gw....
org2 disktr gw tuh ngerokok....
apalagi ditambah ama udara yg mulai dingin skrg....
wajar lah org2 ngerokok...
akibatnya... mata gw berair, hidung gw mulai mampet....
en akhirnya napas gw mulai sesak....

kadang gw sebel bgt ama org yg nemuin rokok...
apalagi yg ngedapetin untung dari jualan rokok...
apalagi yg ngerokok!!!

udara melbourne yg seger gini, tiba2 terpolusi dengan gas yg ga jelas baunya..
en yg pasti banyak racunnya....
en parahnya, org2 tuh dah tw bahayanya ngerokok, tp masi aja ngerokok....
pernah ga sih mikirin org laen???!!!
lebih gondoknya lagi tuh....
perokok pasif itu justru yg bakal kena lebih banyak dampak buruk dari asep rokok
daripada si perokoknya sendiri...
rugi bgt ga sih???!!!

dah ga ngerokok,
ngerasa keganggu ma baunya,
trus kena penyakitnya paling banyak pula!!!!
salah apa sih gw???!!!

pls, buat yg ngerokok,
berhentilah sebelom lu ga bisa ngerokok lagi...
lagian apa sih untungnya?
dah duit abis, trus ntar penyakitan lagi!!!
trusnya, disebelin ama gw...
ga enak kan??!!! hehehe :p
(walau gw ketawa2, gw serius neh!!!)

rich or poor

I've got this story from an email from my friend....
i think it's a good story, therefore i posted it... ^_^

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RICH OR POOR???

One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to
the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people
live.

They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be
considered a very poor family.

On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the
trip?"

"It was great, Dad."

"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.

"Oh yeah," said the son.

"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.

The son answered:

"I saw that we have one dog and they had four.

We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a
creek that has no end.

We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at
night.

Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.

We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go
beyond our sight.

We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.

We buy our food, but they grow theirs.

We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to
protect them."

The boy's father was speechless.

Then his son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are."

Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would happen
if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about
what we don't have.

Appreciate every single thing you have, especially your friends!

"Life is too short and friends are too few."

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PS: thanks to ci evy who has sent me this email... :)

ga kerasa

Waktu cepat berlalu....

Wuihhh!!! ga kerasa bgt.. skrg dah genap 3 bulan gw di Melbourne....
ga kerasa.... 3 bulan tuh ternyata bisa cepet en lama bgt in a way...
seperti yg gw dah tulis di blog gw sebelomnya..
dah banyak hal yg terjadi dalam hidup gw dalem wkt yg singkat itu...
gw dah kenal ma banyak org baru...
malahan, wkt gw di dlm kesusahan, gw dibantu org yg tadinya gw ga kenal...
en gara2 dibantu, jadi kenal deh... hehehe ^_^

ga kerasa juga, dah banyak yg gw pelajarin...
dalam artian... pelajaran kehidupan PLUS pelajaran di uni...
ga kerasa juga... seminggu lagi, gw UJIAN!!! EXAMS!!!
en gw bakal di test ttg pelajaran yg BUANYAKNYA AMIT2 itu!!!
>_<

en gw sekarang rada ngerasa takut en khawatir...
bukannya gara2 examsnya dah deket, tp karena gw kok ga ngerasa deg2an...
biasanya klo mo exams kan, suasananya beda gitu...
ada pressure2nya.. kok kali ini gw ga ngerasain pressure ya??
ini gwnya yg tll cuek, ato gwnya dah ga peka ma pressure di sktr ya??

yaaahhh apapun penyebabnya...
gw bakal try my best!!! ^_^
cia yo!!! ganbarre!!!

ps: buat yg bakal exams, ato dah lagi exams, good luck and keep up your hard work ya!!!
inget, lu ga ndiri!!! ^_^

people in your life...

i got this from my friend...
pls read and have a look.. hopefully it can answer the questions that you have in your mind...

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People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually (or for you to offer the same FOR or to THEM). They may seem like a godsend and they are..
They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire filled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the
person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime!!! ^_^

i wish u enough

I wish you enough...

I wish you enough sun
to keep your attitude bright

I wish you enough rain
to appreciate the sun more

I wish you enough happiness
to keep your spirit alive

I wish you enough pain
so that the smallest joys in life
appear much bigger

I wish you enough gain
to satisfy your wanting

I wish you enough loss
to appreciate all that you possess

I wish you enough hellos
to get you through the final good-bye...

aku belajar...

aku belajar....

bahwa hidup itu tidak mudah...
bahwa disaat aku merasa kesepian, aku tidak sendiri...
bahwa aku bisa mencoba untuk baik pada smua org,
tapi tidak smua org akan suka padaku...
bahwa disaat aku merasa waktu tidak pernah cukup,
berarti aku telah mencoba melakukan terlalu banyak,
lebih dari yang dikehendaki-Nya...
bahwa aku ini diciptakan baik adanya...
bahwa aku tidak dapat mengubah org lain,
untuk menjadi seperti yg kuinginkan...
untuk melihat pintu lain yg terbuka,
disaat pintu yg kukejar telah tertutup...

aku belajar.... dan masih akan terus belajar....
karena hidup ini adalah suatu pelajaran...

awal dari suatu hubungan

Awal dari suatu hubungan....

pernah ga mikir balik???
misalnya lu dah punya temen yg dah temenan lama bgt...
ato punya pacar, yg dah pacaran lama bgt...
trus tiba2 kepikiran...
Ummm... dulu pertama kali ketemu kayak gimana ya??
dulu kok gw bisa tertarik ma dy ya???
dulu kok gw bisa mulai ngomong ama dy???
gimana cerita asal mulanya hubungan yg dah ada ini ya??

pernah ga sih mikir kayak gitu???
(to be continued...)

(continued...)
gimana pun hubungan itu dimulai....
ga penting....
yang penting, apakah hubungan itu bikin kita makin bertumbuh...
jadi org yg lebih baek ato nggak...
gw percaya...
org2 yg ada di masa lalu gw, masa kini en yg bakal hadir dimasa depan gw...
hadir dengan suatu alasan....
mereka punya misi yg dikasi Tuhan buat nge-shape gw....
skrg gw ngerti napa Tuhan ciptain org laen2....
smuanya unik, ga da yg sama... even twins!!!
supaya kita bisa saling belajar satu sama lain...
en saling mengisi hidup yg satu dan yg lain....
(klo orgnya sama smua, apanya yg bisa dipelajari lagi??
wong, apa yg ada di dy, dah ada di kita... tul ga?!) ^^

Tuhan mengubah hidupmu

Gw punya text lagu yg gw dapet wkt gw choir di Perth (di ICYO)... setiap gw denger ato nyanyiin ini lagu... pasti gw selalu terharu n tersentuh ma kata2nya... karema liriknya ngegambarin klo Tuhan tuh cinta bgt ma gw.... ma lu... ma kita smua...


Tuhan Mengubah Hidupmu

Kenangan abadi perjamuan suci
saat Kau berkati secawan anggur dan roti.
Sungguh tak terperi kasih cinta di hati,
walaupun Kalvari telah menanti.

Kini kami datang kepadaMu, ya Tuhan
cemas dan gelisah akan beban kehidupan.
Namun diri Yesus menjadi teladan
bakti pada Bapa jadi tujuan.

Lupakan cemas dan kegelisahanmu,
lupakan duka derita di hatimu.
Sambutlah Kristus dengan hati murni,
Dia 'kan masuk hatimu.

Percaya padaNya setulus hatimu,
berpegang padaNya sepanjang hidupmu.
Tuhanlah batu karang kuat teguh,
landasan yang tak 'kan runtuh.

Dalam kegelapan Kau terangi jalanku,
lewat jurang curam, Tuhanlah penunjuk jalan.
Di saat ku jatuh, Tuhan menuntunku
pulang ke rumahMu yang penuh kasih.

Bimbinglah kami menurut teladanMu
teguh setia dalam tiap cobaan.
Walau badai hidup kuat menerjam,
bidukku tak 'kan tenggelam.

Segala mata dan hati 'kan terbuka,
segala cemas dan kegelisah 'kan sirna.
Bila kau percaya akan janjiNya,
Tuhan mengubah hidupmu...

MaU aPa...

hmm... dont feel like writing in english... sorry to you who can't understand indo....

hari ini... gw jalanin kayak biasa aja....
yaaa sebenernya sih, ga biasa... laen dari biasanya...
kenapa laen dari biasanya??!!!
karena hari ini gw memulai hari dengan rasa sangat amat gembira sekali....
berhubung hari2 yg lalu, dah gw lewati dengan kurang tdr, gara2 assignment 'yg gw kira ga bakal pernah beres' (untung akhirnya bisa diselesaikan dengan dukungan dari org2 sktr)...
td mlm, gw bisa tdr dengan sangat amat puas sekali!!! ^_^
percaya deh ma gw, a good nite sleep after few nites with out sleep tuh serasa kayak heaven bgt!!!
trus hari ini, gw bisa bgn siang pula.... n ke uni rada siangan.... trus gw juga berhasil menyelesaikan assignment gw berikutnya sebelum due datenya....
jadi feel good gitu.... kayak dah mbyr rasa bad gw atas assignment yg gw kira ga bakal pernah beres itu.... hehehe :p
anyway... abis itu smua dah beres... kok gw tiba2 kayak kehilangan tujuan hidup lagi sih ya??!!
gw serasa jalan tanpa tujuan.... ga tw mo jalan ke arah mana... tp gw bukannya stop, malah keep going... gw bukannya stop cari pegangan... cari petunjuk jalan... gw malah jalaaaaaannnn terus.... mpe akhirnya gw nyadar klo gw tuh lost... tp napa gw masi ga mo berenti??!!!
Duuuhhh!!! ga ngerti deh....
kadang gw ngerasa gw ga ngerti sapa gw yg sebenernya...
kadang gw kira gw dah kenal sapa gw...
tp ternyata, terkadang gw bisa jadi org yg ga gw kenal...
org yg lagi lost... lagi ga punya tujuan...
(kok gw melow bgt ya??!!!) :p

About Pho2

LosT...

i haven't been writing on my blog for quite sum time...
i really feel like writing at the moment...

People come and go...
They left their footsteps in my life...
and my life will never be the same...

Today... i lost sum one...
Sum one that i knew, i will lost in the end...
when the time comes...
I thought i'll be prepared...
but i still couldn't believe that she has gone...
And i really regret that i havent told her,
how much i love her when i saw her for the last time....
But i do believe...
that she's gone for her good...
i can juz keep praying.... and wish her the best...
Pho2 (grandma)... I'm gonna miss you...

luv,
Novy

...

i've never really appreciate what i have...
till... i lose 'em...
regret always comes later in life...

so, do what you can do now...
and you'll never regretting your life...
coz u've done your best...