lately... i've done a lot of thinkin... a lot of searching... search for an identity...
i dont understand how sumtimes i'm still confused about my self...
coz ppl said, if u've known God, u won't be lost anymore... u'll know your identity as a human...
a God's creation...
well, i think i know all that... but what i'm searching for is more specific, like who i really am... like, who is Novy... am i the same person as what i thought i am as what other ppl think i am (ok, who cares about what the others think!! well, i do...)... i juz thought, if it doesnt match... that means there's sumfin wrong.. whether i'm hidding my true personality, or i dunno what.... and i'm so tired of not being the real me... the problem is, i dunno how is the real me... (can anyone help??) hahaha...
hfff... i guess i'm just wasting my time thinkin bout this useless thing...
ppl said, wot i need to do is juz to do my best to live life to the fullest... by serving and love others... esp. the ones in need...
(and i believe, one day, i'll know who i really am... a great creation, which has been created by God... with love and care... to glorify His name...) ^_^
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